Friday, November 24, 2006

Generations of Packrats

packratMy online friends think I make this shit up about being the ultimate packrat...and it being genetic, or they think I exaggerate a bit.

I offer this mother/daughter conversation as proof:

April = me
Steph = my 20 yr old daughter

I think the only reason why she scored higher than me is because I saved all her baby clothes and nobody saved mine for me, and she probably selected the answer about the broken Atari, even though our 2 Atari's are NOT broken.

Steph (3:42:34 AM): I scored higher than 98% of anyone else who took this one particular quiz... ranking me at "Ultimate Pack Rat"
Steph (3:42:41 AM): guess what it was a quiz of
April (3:42:56 AM): link me!
Steph (3:43:08 AM):
Steph (3:43:40 AM): tell me your percentage at the top, if you get Ultimate Pack Rat too
April (3:50:39 AM): i got the same as you
April (3:50:50 AM): could have told ya as much though
Steph (3:50:51 AM): what was your percentage?
April (3:50:52 AM): lol
April (3:50:58 AM): from the bottom?
Steph (3:51:01 AM): nope
Steph (3:51:03 AM): the top
Steph (3:51:13 AM): under where it said Ultimate Pack Rat
April (3:51:15 AM): 85%
Steph (3:51:20 AM): HaHA!
Steph (3:51:22 AM): I beat ya
Steph (3:51:25 AM): 5%
Steph (3:51:26 AM): lol
April (3:51:34 AM): remember something...the atari still works
Steph (3:51:40 AM): yah, I know
Steph (3:51:59 AM): but if it didn't, I would still freak if you tried to get rid of it
April (3:52:20 AM): now why would i do that?
Steph (3:52:23 AM): lol
April (3:52:31 AM): i still have all the old broken vcr's
Steph (3:52:43 AM): "Collected cat hair... yanno, to make a pillow"
Steph (3:52:50 AM): I loved that question
April (3:52:59 AM): i actually was gonna do that
Steph (3:53:03 AM): I know!
Steph (3:53:04 AM): lol
April (3:53:08 AM): and go into business making dog toys
Steph (3:53:20 AM): We're insane, aren't we?
April (3:53:26 AM): yup
Steph (3:53:38 AM): No wonder there's so much CRAP laying around here
April (3:53:51 AM): lol
April (3:54:02 AM): it runs in the family
Steph (3:54:04 AM): yesh
Steph (3:54:19 AM): Pack rat-ness is genetic, mayhaps
April (3:54:30 AM): aunt inez and her civil war artifacts
Steph (3:54:35 AM): hehe
April (3:54:43 AM): and buckets of arrowheads
Steph (3:55:00 AM): and your grandmother and her newspapers
April (3:55:02 AM): my grandmother and the 'newspaper room'
April (3:55:06 AM): lol
Steph (3:55:17 AM): Grandpa's junkroom
April (3:55:22 AM): lol
Steph (3:55:27 AM): and... OUR WHOLE APARTMENT
April (3:55:32 AM): lol
Steph (3:55:33 AM): we don't have just one room
Steph (3:55:37 AM): we have ALL of them
April (3:55:55 AM): and the might be starting to get out of hand down there too
Steph (3:56:04 AM): Eep?
Steph (3:56:25 AM): At least it's organized and neat-ish down there
April (3:56:31 AM): yeah
Steph (3:56:35 AM): That's storage
Steph (3:56:39 AM): not pack-ratting
April (3:56:44 AM): we need to get rid of the encyclopedias
Steph (3:56:49 AM): I think there might be a difference
Steph (3:57:04 AM): Yeah, wikipedia > Britannica
April (3:57:33 AM): that was such a waste of money
Steph (3:57:42 AM): yeah >.>;
April (3:57:54 AM): but there was no internet when we bought it
Steph (3:57:58 AM): true
Steph (3:58:08 AM): then again, I don't think we ever used it much anyhow
Steph (3:58:09 AM): OH!
Steph (3:58:16 AM): the kids version was cool, though
April (3:58:23 AM): we will keep that
Steph (3:58:26 AM): yesh
April (3:58:27 AM): forever
Steph (3:58:35 AM): those were my story books as a kid, lol
April (3:58:41 AM): i know
Steph (3:58:52 AM): wow... no wonder I'm not a moron
Steph (3:59:05 AM): encyclopedia = bedtime stories!
Steph (3:59:05 AM): lol
April (3:59:16 AM): do people think of us as weird when you tell them "my mom read me encyclopedias as bed time stories"?
Steph (3:59:35 AM): No one knows about that, lol
April (3:59:42 AM): yes they do
April (3:59:49 AM): i have told some people
Steph (3:59:53 AM): no one I have told
Steph (4:00:00 AM): Though, I wanna tell Tom
April (4:00:05 AM): lol
Steph (4:00:05 AM): he'll appreciate it
Steph (4:00:09 AM): and might think it's hot
Steph (4:00:11 AM): ^_^;
April (4:00:16 AM): lol
April (4:12:07 AM): speaking of packratting...
Steph (4:12:12 AM): hmm?
April (4:12:23 AM): i saved the packratting convo
Steph (4:12:28 AM): lol
April (4:12:32 AM): we are digital packrats as well
Steph (4:12:36 AM): YESH!
Steph (4:12:41 AM): verily

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

NANY Challenge: New Apps for the New Year

Mouser has set the challenge:

To pledge, create, and release a new application for January 1, 2007.

It doesn't matter how big or small...just has to be something new.


This might be just what I need. I said I'd do it. Maybe this will be good for me...push me out of my slump.

Now...what to make?

I am actually nervous about this. I can't think of anything to make...nothing is inspiring me...nothing saying to me "Get your bitch ass into your IDE and make some code!"

I want to make something fun...something different...something that will make people smile.

Maybe something that will make people that don't feel like smiling, smile.

If I can manage to make something that will make me smile, it should work for others, too... since smiles don't come easy for me, lately.

I think I know what I am going to do...I can see it forming in my head...yes...I know what I'm going to make. :-)

You all will be smiling soon.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Free Hugs

The story behind the Free Hugs Campaign and how it all began is heart wrenching:

"I'd been living in London when my world turned upside down and I'd had to come home. By the time my plane landed back in Sydney, all I had left was a carry on bag full of clothes and a world of troubles. No one to welcome me back, no place to call home. I was a tourist in my hometown.

Standing there in the arrivals terminal, watching other passengers meeting their waiting friends and family, with open arms and smiling faces, hugging and laughing together, I wanted someone out there to be waiting for me. To be happy to see me. To smile at me. To hug me. "


Sick Puppies - All the Same

I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly

I don't care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do

I don't mind…
I don't care…
As long are you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same

And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long
All of a sudden

And I have the skill, yeah I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
However long you stay
Is all that I am

I don't mind…
I don't care…
As long are you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same

And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or right
Black or white
If I close my eyes
It's all the same

In my life
The compromise
I close my eyes
It's all the same

Go ahead say it, you're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same

And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Friday, November 17, 2006

DONE! My first Wiki of the Week

I have made my first in a series of weekly posts at introducing people to some of the lesser known wikis on the web.

I feel really good about this and it is a lot of fun exploring the world of wikis. There is some really cool stuff out there that could use some publicity and help.

Hopefully others will enjoy the new feature and fulfill the goals I have in mind for this ongoing project.

I also hope it will attract more people to read our great blog page, which is the first & primary goal of this series.

If you want to see my first post, here it is in all its glory.

And please take a look at the main blog page while you are at it...don't miss the rest of the good stuff.

Happy Internet Anniversary to Me

November 17, 1999...

7 years ago today was my first day online.

In honor of that life changing event, here is a video documentary about the history of the ARPANET and the birth of the internet.


Steven King, MIT, 1972
Time: 30 min 22 sec

Thanks for the anniversary gift, Gothi[c].

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

The sad end of an era

Just when I think things can't get any worse in my life, someone goes and drops a bombshell and proves otherwise.

I have been toying with the idea of closing both of my chatrooms...the one on mx and the one on irc.

Nobody ever talks in them....and when they do it's not related to programming. It's not a dev room any more... It's a parking zone.

That's not what I wanted...I never wanted that.

I even tried to join them together with a relay bot, which helped a little, but not all that much.

I can't have my room back the way it used to just doesn't work any more. Nobody else is interested in rebuilding it and making it great again.

Everyone that is in my mx channel, I talk to in other rooms on mx...mostly Vladd's room. Everyone in my irc channel, I talk to in other irc channels. Closing my room wouldn't cut me off from my friends and wouldn't really cut my friends off from each other.

I feel like I am wasting my bandwidth and pc resources hosting the mx channel...and wasting my time bothering with both of them.

So just as I am coming to the decision to close them, thinking that I will always have Vladd's room to go to, Vladd drops the bombshell:

[06:05 PM] Joins: Vladd44_444_00000 (14.4K, 44 files) ()()
[06:05 PM] > Sorry You are victim -1, We ran out of numbers 6205 visitors ago.
[06:05 PM] Bong> i've been in v44 years and all i got was 2296 regs calendars
[06:05 PM] >HOST> Vladd44_444_00000 was added as a Shepard
[06:05 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> heya v
[06:05 PM] Vladd44_> hey
[06:05 PM] Vladd44_> It's been a long run
[06:05 PM] Parts: ¤LVHC¤SabLe404_52128 (Stayed 427 minutes) ()()
[06:05 PM] Vladd44_> longer than i expected
[06:05 PM] >Admin> A Cracker has been blocked!! [IP:]
[06:05 PM] BOT> »»»» #AdminCmd penaltyoff
[06:05 PM] >Admin> Penalty Disabled!
[06:05 PM] BOT> »»»» #AdminCmd crackerblockoff
[06:05 PM] >Admin> Illegal Client Block Disabled!
[06:05 PM] BOT> »»»» #UserCmd /clearbans
[06:05 PM] >Admin> BansList Cleared
[06:06 PM] TSC[02]; E > is Drinking to Moby - Moby Feat. Azure Ray - Great Escape
[06:06 PM] Vladd44_> but i think its time to call it
[06:06 PM] Vladd44_> having said that, i do not anticipate me returning to winmx.
[06:06 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> well heck....
[06:06 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> wth man
[06:06 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> tossing in the towel?
[06:06 PM] Vladd44_> i think i have reached my saturation point
[06:06 PM] Vladd44_> no
[06:07 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> ahh
[06:07 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> you need a long break
[06:07 PM] Vladd44_> i will still pursue certain people
[06:07 PM] Vladd44_> three in particular
[06:07 PM] Vladd44_> but this continues to be an incredible time waster
[06:07 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> well in that case, it's been awesome knowing ya
[06:07 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> poop
[06:07 PM] Vladd44_> and it never goes away
[06:08 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> true
[06:08 PM] >HOST> tom_tomavich> has changed User Name to loopy_lou>
[06:08 PM] Vladd44_> at the point in which you think things will level off, a new fucktard generated situation arises
[06:08 PM] > Just Browsing> did someone say my name?
[06:08 PM] TSC[02]; E > is Drinking to Moby - Signs Of Love
[06:08 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> oh?
[06:08 PM] Vladd44_> i will keep my im open
[06:08 PM] Vladd44_> and will not change it
[06:08 PM] TSC[02]; E > Not me trying to bait knot into a reply ?
[06:08 PM] TSC[02]; E > lol
[06:09 PM] Vladd44_> so those who choose to keep in touch are not only able to, but encouraged to do so
[06:09 PM] TSC[02]; E > hi btw
[06:09 PM] Vladd44_> just dont bother me with winmx related drama :D
[06:09 PM] TSC[02]; E > mommas on a plane
[06:09 PM] Vladd44_> lol
[06:09 PM] Vladd44_> tc all
[06:09 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> so is the name "Vladd44" to not be used?
[06:09 PM] Parts: Vladd44_444_32353 (Stayed 4 minutes) ()()
[06:09 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> as a room name?
[06:09 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> k
[06:09 PM] TSC[02]; E > heh ..
[06:09 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> guess it doesn't matter..
[06:09 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> well shit
[06:09 PM] TSC[02]; E > his staying power is in decline momma said ,,
[06:10 PM] TSC[02]; E > but yah ,, shit ,
[06:11 PM] Parts: (`·TM·´)_Mikado_MxM_(`·TM·´)838_57796 (Stayed 7 minutes) ()()
[06:12 PM] (¯`·.Unique.·´¯)©> well i guess thats that
[06:12 PM] (¯`·.Unique.·´¯)©> anyone saving this screen shot?
[06:12 PM] TSC[02]; E > is Drinking to Moby - One Of These Mornings
[06:14 PM] >HOST> loopy_lou> has changed User Name to DIPSTICK>
[06:14 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> screenshot
[06:14 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> two screenies
[06:14 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> and logged.
[06:15 PM] vladd44> After %ip% dramas, it's time to toss in the towel.
[06:15 PM] >HOST> Channel Welcome Message Has Been Set!
[06:15 PM] TSC[02]; E > is Drinking to Moby - Another Woman
[06:16 PM] TSC[30]; ߥtè.§ízèÐ.&.Pi§§èÐ> I must say, it isn't easy to set that welcome message.

I never thought this day would come. This is a sad day for WinMX. Now it is truly a sinking ship and the captain has left.

My only questions now are do I go ahead and close my rooms permanently as I was planning? Do I stick around and go down with the ship? Do I try to save it myself? Is it even worth it any more?

It wouldn't be the same without Vladd. From the beginning he has been the one thing on winmx you could always count on. No matter what went wrong, he was there to help in any way he could. I have always admired and respected him for his dedication and selflessness.

He was one of the reasons I stayed...he convinced me it was worth it...worth fighting to keep it alive. Somehow saving it served a greater good in the world than just sticking it to the RIAA.

It wasn't just a P2P fighting to stay alive. It was a statement to the world that we weren't going to give up our rights and just go away quietly. We were making history...the only network that was 'shut down' and was hijacked and taken over by its users and kept alive.

It was a protest.

Our chatrooms were at stake...our online homes and community. No other P2P could survive something like this except winmx. Our chat community was that strong, stubborn, and dedicated to a community.

Moving on to another network wouldn't be good enough for us. IRC, Ares, other places...just not an option for us. We wanted what was ours...what we built...our community.

So where do we go from here?

Is it still worth it? I don't know. What would it become? Would it still be the symbol of free speech and rebellion against tyranny that made the fight worth it? Or would it just be nothing but a meaningless drama laden power struggle between KM & Sabre, with KM winning in the end?

WinMX was worth saving. Kmx isn't worth anything at all.

Monday, November 06, 2006

For Steve

Dear Steve,

My big brother, my friend, and one of my favorite people in all the world...

Had you lived, today would have been your 44th birthday.

I always looked up to you...always wanted to be just like you. You set a hard example to follow though, and I am still trying to catch up with you. I am not sure if I ever will, but I'll keep trying.

I want to give you a birthday gift...something you would appreciate.

I am still not sure exactly what it will be yet, but I am going to dedicate my next project to you. I will try to think of something you would have enjoyed.

Happy birthday, Steve.

Love from your little sis.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

A change of plans...

Ok...decided to make a new ToDo list. On it will be everything important to remember to do each day. It will look something like this:

This is what I think mine used to look like. Everything else was just filler in between. Somewhere along the way I lost sight of the importance of this list...forgot what was on it. Forgot to do it.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Win MS Visual Studio Suite (worth over $10k) !!!

Quoting mouser from

Chris Hanscom from (and a longtime member of DonationCoder) has generously donated a super-tricked out version of Microsoft's Visual Studio 2005 Team Suite with MSDN Premium Subscription for us to give away to one very lucky programmer.

The suite includes includes every piece of software that MS makes for development purposes: Visual Studio, all Microsoft Operating Systems, all software development platforms, lots of MS applications (all the Office products), mappoint, SQL Server, and also includes the full MSDN library on DVD plus online access. It's valued at over $10k.

- click here to enter -
deadline is November 25th, 2006


NOTE: This giveaway is for serious programmers only, but you do not need to be a supporting member of to enter. If you have friends who are programmers but don't hang out at DC, please feel free to send them the link - we'd like the prize to go to someone who can really put it to use.

The prize cannot be resold and will be issued in the winners name with licensing being controlled by Microsoft. As Microsoft is issuing the subscription, Veign and DonationCoder cannot be held liable for anything relating to this giveaway (to include, but not limited to, cancellation of subscription by failing to follow the licensing rules set forth by Microsoft or by attempting to resell any software included in the subscription). So we ask that only serious programmers enter.


Digg this here.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Random Links of the Moment

I added a new feature to the sidebar. Random links.

They change when you refresh the page. I think they are the most recent entries made at

I don't know what will show up. Might lead you on click adventures. Might be useful stuff. Might be funny. Might be just crap.

I am clueless as to what will show up. They are not submitted by me. It's totally dynamic.

Have fun.

Any comments about it will be appreciated. They will determine if I keep this or not.


It's not difficult to make a woman happy.

A man only needs to be:

1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
44. compassionate


45. give her compliments regularly
46. love shopping
47. be honest
48. be very rich
49. not stress her out
50. not look at other girls


51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
53. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes


54. Never to forget:
* birthdays
* anniversaries
* arrangements she makes



1. Show up naked
2. Bring food